A Moonage Daydream
Just a quick post to let you know some good news - Kirstin and Chris have split up!!! Well he's actually left her. He didn't go up to Manchester for work, he went up to see his ex...and to cut a long story short he's decided he still loves her. I've had a warm glow all day, although Kirstin is pretty cut up about it so I shouldn't really be smiling so much and I resisted the urge to jump up and down when she told me - it's quite hard to be sympathetic about sad news when it isn't really, for me anyway.
We spent last night cuddled up in bed, her head on my chest whilst I stroked and carressed her hair. I told her he was an idiot and a fool but she did cry for over an hour, so part of me wanted to hurt him for hurting Kirstin, but another part of me was so glad it was all over. She angrily said that all men were bastards and when I pointed out that I would never cheat on her or hurt her, she looked up and me and said, "I said men." Lying there in a padded bra, knikers and a babydoll I couldn't really say anything, but I have decided that's is what I want - to be her man again.
Tonight I'm going to tell her. I'm not going to wear girls clothes or make-up anymore and I want to be released from the CB-3000. I'll still wear it, to prove my love and commitment to her, and tht not all men our cheating bastards, but I want to be released at the weekends or at least once a week. I've tried to put a brave face on everything thats happened, and I do feel we have both learnt alot already this year, but we don't really have anything more to learn from chastity, at least not permanent chastity.
We are going to be a couple again, and whilst some of it has been fun, it's not the wild and exciting fantasy people on the internet make out, I've really felt low and depressed at times, which I suppose in a way makes my mood now such a high.
Have a great weekend everyone, make it special, and tell someone you love 'em!
I really can't stop grinning! :-)
We spent last night cuddled up in bed, her head on my chest whilst I stroked and carressed her hair. I told her he was an idiot and a fool but she did cry for over an hour, so part of me wanted to hurt him for hurting Kirstin, but another part of me was so glad it was all over. She angrily said that all men were bastards and when I pointed out that I would never cheat on her or hurt her, she looked up and me and said, "I said men." Lying there in a padded bra, knikers and a babydoll I couldn't really say anything, but I have decided that's is what I want - to be her man again.
Tonight I'm going to tell her. I'm not going to wear girls clothes or make-up anymore and I want to be released from the CB-3000. I'll still wear it, to prove my love and commitment to her, and tht not all men our cheating bastards, but I want to be released at the weekends or at least once a week. I've tried to put a brave face on everything thats happened, and I do feel we have both learnt alot already this year, but we don't really have anything more to learn from chastity, at least not permanent chastity.
We are going to be a couple again, and whilst some of it has been fun, it's not the wild and exciting fantasy people on the internet make out, I've really felt low and depressed at times, which I suppose in a way makes my mood now such a high.
Have a great weekend everyone, make it special, and tell someone you love 'em!
I really can't stop grinning! :-)
posted by Southern Slave at 11:30 AM
10 Comments:
now we will all see if she lets you be her man, or if you really have become her chastized cuckhold.
BTW - how about a discreet picture of the woman who has so entralled you?
sorry but how do you propose to become her "man" again when you never really were with ur lil weiner?
steph
Best of luck in getting your needs met - whatever they may be. And in the two of you having a happy life together.
Good luck and please let us know how it works out. There are a lot of us out here who are rooting for you and are concerned about you. Keep posting for a while.
Im sorry Tiny but I just can't fathom how SHE will just allow thing sto go back to normail now after she's already experienced having her cake and eating it.
Unfortunately, I think this is yet another clasic example of the wise old saying, "be very careful what you wish for"
It's a whole different story when fantasy becomes reality. Add to that the fact that Womyn truly are superior to men and you've gotten yourself in quite the predicament my dear.
I'd recommend buying her a dozen roses and giving her a massage while confirming your devotion and dedication to your GODDESS. If you want to stay with HER, you will have to continue as her slave.
Don't listen to the fantasy peddlers; consensuality is a two-way street. Stand up for what you want.
Likewise, you're going to have to point out to Kristin that you are, in fact, a man, despite clothing to the contrary, and that she very well knows this. Simply point out that if you weren't a man, there would not be anything special or fun about your manner of dressing, chastity, etc. That is simply a game that you - as her man - have been willing to play with her.
In other words, don't think that you have to "become" a man - you never stopped being one. You're simply a *good* man, and *her* man.
I think you make a very pretty and sexy girl. Why can't you stay as a girl - just ask Kristin to stay faithful to you. Why are so many guys hung up about their feminine side. Embrace it.
Mistress Arielle said "Womyn truly are superior to men."
Maybe but learn how to type.
Also your use of caps lock to really get your point noticed is unneeded and should be revoked.
And Calire Bear is a moron.
That is all.
The fact that you haven't written yet is a pretty good indication that things didn't go so well this weekend. Though I really want something to happen that would make this whole story not seem so disasterous - it was really a small chance that Miss would suddenly want you to be "her man."
But even as the cuckold husband Miss has broken what few limits you set in exchange for your submission and there is an element missing that is critical to such a relationship - trust.
It was painful, at times cringe-worthy to read your blog because it was so apparent how unhappy you are in the current situation yet how desperate you are to keep Miss.
Please let us know how things are going, and know that *most* of us out here reading your blog are here to support you.
Tiny, I hope you are OK, but as others have said, I'm not sure there's much room for going back, as you may have found out at the weekend. Getting use to being the cuckold will be tough but you may be suprised that it may also be rewarding.
Take Care.
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